taurus moon in my SIGN is making love with me

i love it, i love when the moon is in my sign. my moon the one i was born under when mama moon happens on by taurus the bull in me lays down and there is nothing like the fawning feeling of to submit.... i love the sweet quench of luna-taurus in my blood, in my air, in my full lungs, how i breathe. how the trees come alive to me, how the earth moves in union with me my heart and feet and how magically it just slows me down slow enough and intuned enuff to be one with its song, how the air last night and the low dark how thick it hung and the orange peach sky and my foot out the window of the versa, how it all was so hot and thick and so sweet. that lovemusk smell of burning firewood and campers somewhere in the dark trees near vienna and then the precious smell of fruit sweet on the bows, o summer and the world is making love. i love it, i let it make love to me....

and i slept good the sleep of good sweet peace the kind that only comes at grandmas or the Pines. and i didn't mind at all when mom's phone woke me at 8 this morn because it is friday i got all my work for the week done i am at the beach my aunt and uncle and me and the cuz's the people who i love. and my dreams one of a love lost a dear friend gosh there've been so many it is funny and precious to me all these loves they all come back i just keep their pics with honor lined up in a row. the recurring dream site of party with stairs and electric no one around and me looking for them and with that charge feeling with so much energy like the bull. and then i found him he was upstairs on a bottom bunk i tried to go to him he was cool with hard stare and pushed me off of him and i sulked away but with no less pride just a bit of honest pain. then next i was on a jet train over the water going to some place tropical it would only take me a minute to get there but it was still in essence a long trip and i was uneasy about leaving at all, i put my shoulder on my travel partner it was my dear friend paul who i honor at top of all for his willing heart to be the change, and he kept directing me to look over at the tropic beach to keep me calm but i still put my head on his shoulder to hide my eyes when the train took off and it felt like we may fall. and marc dykeman who is always in my dreams later he was there, too. also kim was there with a peacefulness when we were talking i dont remember where or about what now only the peace when i awoke and it all came back to me: my spirit in those first waking moments when you have still within you the power of Sleep, in review it smiled and said see it is all always okay....

and love lost and dear friends are always with me because the heart is timeless and where they live.

and it is summer and i am done the real work andalso my work for this week and this is life and peace and love is sweet and today no matter what else i love it all and surrender to it all which is how i always end up letting it make its love back to me.....