One time a long time ago

I am learning so much, each day it is something new.  Today was the first day that I worked til I was hungry.  You know what I am talking about?  Work so physical that hunger replaces your sense of your body, you're not a body that's hungry your're hunger that's expressed itself through body.  Through every coursing movement. Food your body says, in a way that makes you smile because your hunger reminds you that its main and real purpose is energy.  At the end of the day when the sun was going down I got to drive the four wheeler golf cart thing all around the farms fast as I could.  Alex held on tight but tried to pretend like he wasn't scared. 

The best answer for Apples to Apples tonight for Lucky was Redwood Forests.  Emily got to choose and Redwood Forests was Dora's card, and I was giving Em reiki when she gathered all the cards so I felt her whole body warm the moment she saw home.  She lives over the hill from me and tomorrow, which is my day off, I am taking her cinnamon-raisin-bagel-french-toast. The only time better to give reiki, if you can not do it alone in a quiet calm setting, is surrounded by people screaming and laughing apple to appling and speaking in changing accents battling over who gets to wear the Santa Hat to be able to boss everyone else around.  Papa feed Baby Bird Emily from your mouth, now!  Daughter's Favorite Sister Daughter's New Boyfriend welcome to our family.  Mama, I won!  I know Papa, I know.

Some friends have written to make sure I am okay, adjusting alright after the accident and now not having a car.  One time a long time ago us people rose up out of the land, amoebic at first then respirating out of our gills.  Eventually we grew tall and learned to make sounds later called words, it was the earth's charge that we talk.  For her, as one.  Working the land is like that, I am muscles of the earth, taking from the earth but taking in a way that intuitively feels like giving back.  It is the most right place for me I've ever been in life.

I am, I am well.  I promise.  It's fun, I'm learning so much.  And any tears that might have been there got turned at some point in to non-stop laughs, and smiling under the tall trees in the fall sun.