EQINOX blessings :o)

fall is here. here's a question. how much living can be done in five days?

answer is a whole year's worth, one whole round, if your lucky, awake enuff, and you wanna~~

"Today is the Fall Equinox, the day when there is equal day and night all over the planet. This perfect balance between light and darkis symbolized by the sun's entry into the sign of Libra the Scales, beginning a time of year when we reexamine our relationships and try to reestablish harmony whever it has been lost...."

it started thursday that wiley day of weird energy and everyone was feeling like moving under water, day of unresolved surfacing and what means Will come to an end...

started the day wide awake in my sacred space as the night before the last of the martyr diadelmuertos figures called to me all the way from annapolis and so i went, running, to my favorite shop i drove all the way. and there she was, day of lost spirit de mujer ReFound. she was in purple, appropriately, waiting just for me. to usher in the dark moon, remind what lay in waiting, in the night, remind not to be frightened of learning to see. of what can not be seen.

o mamamama aint it something how you come to me

friday was a moon day o so much friggen soul. and passion too i guess they come one and the same. which means all the men called, and just about all at once. funny looking again and again what's in my darkest dark. what is my grace.

saturday i could barely breathe the yellow light was so clean. i lay in the yard in various places and drank wild tea and slept or read or slept. and read. all day.

sunday--could you hear me, i know you were me, mom. how i tramped and stomped my feet until there was nothing but me. and you--we rewoke just for you. then i am certain you were in all our dreams

monday day of final light itself of course was cock-eyed. i cried a lot, and saw that musicians more than most have lots of ego, which means pain.

the wind blew, the tide changed right as sam pulled up tho. right on time for the last summer plunk to commence. he built a fire. we went in. holy baptism, means of ritual, tradition
and rights

also, i had returned to the farm. not ours but his by family now. walked the fields with him a long time and reveled over the past three years, equinox 06 truslow road to now.

reveled in all that he's built. realized there is nothing you can ever really miss.

my head hurt after that and that is why it was right to swim.

later at home i smiled. slept long in to the nite then woke at 3 in time to celebrate the balance almost gone.

by the light of the first sun this morning i took the last of my sage in now say o holy shift, remind us ever of the Great One

~~~and blessings to all, and harm to none~~~

m