Full moon mama in me all spirals of nag champa hippie oils lavender and sage...The sun was out yesterday morning in yellow single beams only for an hour. It cut between the steel hanging of the marine layer the sky the color of dolphins, the dolphins so close to Nici and I on our surfboards that I could see the shine and divots of their skin. I could not contain my sounds of glee. I got pummeled when I tried to catch a wave and came up smiling with some crazy headless determination. I say headless because the white waves aren't good enough I want to ride real waves and it has nothing to do with fixated mentality, it's a total body thing.
Just like the draw to the ocean always is, my whole life. It's a peace that satiates me from a wordless place inside but that I can feel run through as real as I can feel the tides of the moon. And I am living in it now, like that feeling is one big orb I have stepped into, or am born out of. From deep inside.
Today's the first harvest, holy holy sacred life blessed be. Me and my religiousity. My contempt for it, too. I taught a private english lesson last night that had me jazzed way after it was done. I watched Kelly Slater surf the men's heat at the Open and stood it awe, I listened to Best Coast on my phone last night, laying in bed. We are taking our students to the Fair. I live on the beach in California like I always saw and felt only this is real not the inside bliss feeling that was only a dream. This morning it strummed in me, my book again, and I told it ok I am coming thanks for letting me know. I want to worship this earth and her rounds on my knees, I want this majesty of gratitude to pour out in dusted gold ribbons and magnify the love of all the people that I know. Let their love light the way around the hearts of those they love let the whole world kindle on that flame. Let the earth find them whole again finding her let them have reason to be grateful under sky.
Lunar Lammas again, we turn we turn, these are my thanks. I'm Amazed~
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