There are certain nights here that bed sits like the ocean does--way out the far side of 101 past the trees somewhere near the sky. Tonight they're even trying to get Nicky to stay on the floor in a sleeping bag because that's how real and raw, endless, the vibe is--jam session in the low low light for two solid hours now. Excellent! I will take drumming and singing and dancing over pilates and yoga any single night of the week.
Someone garage-banded tonight, too, on their Mac...But listen, even if you heard it the candles and dancing, the endless black out the screens and the sage in your hair would be missing. We dance and speak the sounds of the earth here. Right up through our feet.
I'm back on the mountain, and there's a lot to say.
2 comments:
Kel-
I miss u so much. The worst possible thing happened this evening...I lost sight of what is real and who I am. It was brief...maybe 45-70 minutes, but it sucked so bad. I wished I could call you. The only way to get into instant contact with you is to log onto the Internet and read about your most recent experience in the day that it was meant to flow out of you and into ... the Internet?...but then straight to my heart where I can hear your voice reminding me to be honest and to take time to remember what is real to me today and of course, that love is all that matters. That is the message I get whenever I read your posts. All is well in the universe, huh? Such a good feeling. Thanks for being there. Thanks for being faithful to your journey and your blog. It keeps me grounded...not that it is all about me or anything like that :). I love u so much. Hope to catch up with u soon.
My sweet friend--what a thoughtful response! This is one of the kindest things I've ever read, and also the most pure summary of my life motto too--thank you for putting it in to words! Also, losing your self for that short period of time seems to me the most normal experience in the world. I'm lucky if its only that long!! Now for the important part: WHO is this!?!?
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