More on Lunar Beltane. Divine Feminine Aspect.

So Beltane comes to us from the peasants, or country folk, all over Europe.

Pagan, or peasant or folk (of the people) religions centuries ago meant worshiping polytheistic, or worship of more than one God.  I think the reason I was drawn in my teens to learn more about Paganism was specific:  Pagans also worship female divinities or Godesses.  Mary, though present in my Catholic upbringing (if I tried hard I could still remember the words to her prayer) was never a female godhead to whom I, as a grl in the eighties and nineties, could readily relate.

Depending on the culture, and in this application we can span the whole world, folk religions in every single country as far back as anthropologists have dated venerate or make holy all kinds of Gods and Godesses.

There are corn gods, fire goddesses, snake gods, bird goddesses, elephant gods.  For every god there's a goddess you can find and likewise. It goes on and on and on and is a beautiful, traditional example of the everything is holy approach, that ever-present basic tenant of all great dogmas:  how you treat life is how you get treated...do unto others...etc. Joe Campbell, the pre-eminent mythologist of the last century, normalized the idea that the world was far more encompassing than Judeo-Christian myths or beliefs, and in his many books and interviews put it this way.  (I am paraphrasing.)  Iindigenous, folk cultures of old applied their religions as if everything in the world was a Thou.

Beltane was celebrated traditionally all over old Europe as May Day, time when the female aspect (the Lady, the Moon, or any one of many different Goddesses,) and the Male (the Great God, the Green Man, the Sun or any one of several Gods) came together to make life.  It was a celebration of the fecundity, or ever-re-creating fertility of the earth.  In those days the earth, and the food and fruit it provided, was holy because of the integrated relationship the peasant people had with their environment.  Literally, the earth and its harvests were how they lived and sustained. Beltane was when the first crops started to put forth, and it was this Thou which was celebrated.

The ancient world over, this earth holiday was celebrated in different and various forms.  You find history of it in Native American, Chinese, Roman and Grecian traditions as just a few examples.

Religious applications, as far as how the individual practices, vary and are as different as footwear is from person to person in one single pew at church on Sunday.  That said, a tenant of Paganism that I have always intimately enjoyed is the enlivening of the female aspect within Life.  I've never, personally, worshipped many different Gods or Godesses, though I do pray periodically to everything from trees to the ocean to Marilyn Monroe to Jesus to Kali-Ma, depending on how my spirit and heart move me.  Afterall, I believe in Thou.  But that said, as a poet who speaks in the first language of metaphor, or symbol, my studies of Paganism continue to inform me of a rich and ancient heritage that specifically embodies and empowers the feminine aspect of the Divine.  The moon often is a symbol of this energy.

Folk wisdom teaches us that the earth lives and dies and lives again in cycles (what the Old Sun-God did, every year.  As later the Son of God did, dying and being re-born right around Beltane, she wrote with an ironic wink...)

Personally, I just really like having a significant tide to tie my own inner-life processes, and outer-life growth and changes, to.  The parts of me that live and die and come back to life, too.  The moon cycles work really well for me to watch myself, it's an active, hands-on way for me to feel connected to this great, wide and holy Life as a whole.  The full moon is a time that life peaks, we are fertile, abundant, shiny.  You cut crops then, both because the moon helped the field workers see AND because the grow cycle, as all is connected, is at its peak.  Just google farmers almanac and full moon for more on these old folk ideas.  It's really beautiful and will undoubtedly connect you to someone in your family (we all come from agricultural roots in this country) maybe only a generation or two back.

The full moon in May, known as Flower Moon or Taurus Moon, is also known as Lunar Beltane.  It's time to celebrate the growth aspect--union of man and woman and the converging fertility as result--but with the moon as your starting point.  The moon lights up the dark.  The feminine aspect, as the Chinese teach with Yin, is the flow aspect inside every person, it is that which cant be contained.  It is the dark or pureness of void-potential, or to my liking, where the light of gnosis or Knowledge makes its entry point.  Yang, the male energy in each person, is solid, concrete, manifesting.  To this one person's way of thinking, this application is how to capture just some of the celebration of Life using old folk holidays as a guide.  We use our consciousness or doing-aspect of Yang to find the Stillness in there, the moving beating constant of presence which is Yin.  At the conjuct of Yin-Yang is your own Holy Thou in the center.  My intention from there is to be happpppyyyy about Life, and that all of Life may Beee Happpyyy, too.  As within.  So without.  Amen amen amen.

More about fear of "God" & the authentic life

A friend from college Mike told me once that laying awake in bed in the middle of the night trying to force ourselves back to sleep is actually leftover childhood psychosis.  Still subconsciously being reliant on the long-ago established inner-parent voice and our unquestioned compulsive adherance to the "right" way of behaving.  We should, in the event of mid-night sleeplessness and according to my buddy, get out of bed and eat ice cream instead.

Wise words.  And the idea has me pondering the continuation of my response to a different buddy of mine, this one's over at The Vent.  Garret's working out his troubles with organized religion right now, and that my friends is territory where I've spent an enormous amount of time wandering. 

I recently posted about the idea that human beings are afraid to be still with themselves (and thereby mostly unable to pull from their own essential power) because they are afraid of the programmed ideas lingering within that might arise.  I claim that often at first stillness opens up in the form of bad feelings or fear or anxiousness.  I went even further to claim that these anxieties are actually rooted in our programmed ideas, beliefs and essential fears about GOD.

So let's talk about Joe Campbell.  He's the one who tagged the phrase Follow Your Bliss.  He was a world renowned mythologist (and if you've never seen it, his PBS interview with Bill Moyers changed my life.) Myth is story, to keep it simple.  And in Campbell's words (from the book Pathways to Bliss: Mythology and Personal Transformation)  "...I don't know what consciousness is.  But I do know what bliss is: that deep sense of being present, of doing what you absolutely must do to be yourself.  If you can hang on to that, you are on the edge of the transcendent already."  Thick with simply explained instruction--he suggests that we cant get to our bliss until we are willing to investigate the "given social order" to which most of mid-America gives her or his energies.  IE:

"He has a nervous breakdown--this is no joke; this is a phenomenon that the United States can document, millionfold: the man who thought he knew what he was working for.  He was working to go fishing.  Then he suddenly found that he was married, had kids, and had to work like hell, and everybody was sort of helping him get through this with the hope that someday he would retire and do the things he wanted to do...Or Mother; we all know Mother: she's given her life to us, she's given everything she has to us.  Then the kids go away so it's an empty house.  So it's an empty life, and on comes this fury to grab life again.  She goes crazy; she becomes what's known as mother-in law.  She's bringing up your kid, she's telling you when to shut the window, when to open it, how to fry eggs..."

Our solution?  To tackle the mommy-daddy-as-god element within our psyche.  And how to do this?  To brave the big, the scary, the outward beliefs of the "given social order."  The religion.  To recognize how we internalize religious judgement by never questioning the psychological programming we receive from our very first gods:  mom and dad.

Let's be clear now.  Campbell's not bashing religion, far from it; and nor is he demonizing mom and dad.  What he does instead is present a reasonable (okay powerful--as this was his life's work, his bliss) argument that actually all religions have at the core similar stories or myths, and it is those stories meant to be studied and applied to grow yourself as a unique human individual.  And that this is actually the true moral calling of man, to evolve himself.  To play the hero in his very own life.

Most religious instruction, if interpreted in a strict moral way, presents the idea that to be true to ourselves is wrong because it is selfish, godless, hedonistic even.  Mythic instruction (applying the moral of the stories on which religions the world-round is based) actually says yes, yes, why aren't we being true to ourselves?

I'll tell you myself: because meeting the devil--your internalized ideas and self-judgements about right and wrong and "being" good or bad--is hard, hard work.  Aint for the faint-hearted that's for sure.  This, to paraphrase Joe Campbell, or Socrates, is THE trouble with God.  The unexamined life.  Not examining it doesn't mean it wont come to get you, you know?  In fact, it's almost a guarantee that it will.

Dont let "God" be the excuse NOT to Follow your bliss.  Owning what you absolutely must do to be yourself is the most holy thing there is, and the only one who can do for you is you.